the meditation isn't working....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!
i need earplugs for the silence!
my {many} attempts to go inward and still have rendered me in slobbering fits.
i want to pluck a banjo whilst wearing a tutu;
not find my breathy bliss sans pretty pictures in my head.
how do you nutjobs people do it?
is my music not sitar-fused enough? my kundalini too j. crew?help please.
i'm determined to nail this zen shit.